1. Living The Dream
On the banks of the Ouse grew the great port of Lynn,
The Wish of the Wash, the home of Margery,
Just a cluster of huts on an estuarine lake, a linn on a map,
Till they cut Brandon Creek and changed history.
A small salty town whose wildest dreams
Were turned into Faith then Reality
By guiding the Ouse to Lynn's Warehouse on the Wash,
From fen to firm ground, Fact from Heresy.
Living the dream in the mists of history
Like Brandon Creek re-routing the Ouse
Brought Lynn out of fen to a world on the sea
Living the dream: the Story of Margery.
2. Post partum
and in this time she saw
as she thought
devils opening their mouths
all alight with burning flames of fire
as if they would have
swallowed her in
sometimes pawing at her
sometimes threatening her
sometimes pulling her
and hauling her about
both night and day
and also the devils called out to her
with great threats
and bade her
that
she should forsake her
Christian
faith and belief
and deny her God
his mother
and all the saints
in heaven
her good works
and all good virtues
her father
her mother
and all her friends.
and so she did
she slandered her husband
her friends
and her own self
she spoke many sharp
and reproving words.
she recognised no
virtue or goodness.
she desired all wickedness
just as the spirits tempted her
to say and do
she said and did
she would have killed herself
many a time
as they stirred her to
and been damned with them in hell
then one time as she lay by herself
and her keepers were not with her
our merciful Lord
Christ Jesus
ever to be trusted,
worshipped be his name,
never forsaking his
servant in time of need
appeared to his creature
who had forsaken him
in the likeness of a man
the most
seemly,
most beauteous
and most
amiable
that ever might be seen
with mortal eye
clad in a mantle
of purple silk
sitting upon her bedside
looking upon her
with so blessed a countenance
that she was strengthened
in all her spirits
and he said to her
these words:
daughter
why have you forsaken me
and I never forsook you?
and as soon as he
said to her
these words
she saw truly
how the air
opened
as bright
as any lightning
and he
ascended
into
the
air
not hastily and quickly
but
beautifully
and
gradually
so that
she could
clearly
behold him
in
the
air
until it closed up
again.
3. The Merchant's Tale
(her father John Brunham MP, the richest man in Lynn)
I'm 5 times Mayor, the Merchant Prince,
Twice MP of my town;
I'll rope you in, I'll haul you up,
Make waves where others drown.
I represent His Majesty
Against the Prussian threat;
Their ships attack ours over there,
We make theirs pay the debt.
We're anchorless and quite alone,
I say to Margery;
She says we're washed in holy love,
I say we're all at sea.
I send ambassadors to scold
Their Grand Teutonic Chief
And stop all England trading till
Lynn funds that royal brief.
It’s trade that makes the world go round:
Their timber for our wool;
War by another name, not love,
Who dreams it's love's a fool.
We're anchorless and quite alone,
I say to Margery;
She says we're washed in holy love,
I say we're lost at sea.
She hears the angels' soaring songs
In whipped sails and Wash gulls;
Their wings in trade winds fair and foul,
The bumping of the hulls.
The privateers and pirates steal
Where merchants wheel and deal;
Our Hanseatic treaties keep
A kind of even keel.
We're anchorless and quite alone,
I say to Margery;
She says we're washed in holy love,
I say we're up the creek.
The biggest fish in Lynn's great pool,
Lynn's news, its Public Face;
It all comes out, or in, my Wash,
My Tuesday Market Place.
It’s trade that makes the world go round:
Their fish and pitch; our salt;
War by another name, not love,
Who dreams it's love's a dolt.
We're anchorless and quite alone,
I say to Margery;
She says we're washed in Jesu's love,
I say what good is He?
You can't wed Jesus, daughter dear,
Unless you are a nun,
There's plenty more fish in the sea
And a house and shop to run.
It’s trade that makes the world go round:
Their furs; our cloth and grain;
War by another name, not love,
Who dreams it's love's INSANE.
4. Out Of Her Mind
this creature
had various tokens
in her hearing
one was
a kind of sound
as if it were
a pair of bellows
blowing
in her ear
she being
dismayed
at this
was warned
in her soul
to have no fear
for it was
the sound
of the
Holy Ghost.
and then
Our Lord
turned it
into
the voice
of a
dove
and
afterwards
he turned
it into
the voice
of a little
bird
which is
called a
redbreast
that often sang
very merrily
in her right ear
5. The Fishwife’s Tale
A voice spoke to this creature like a Song in her heart.
"Though a menace to churchmen, you’re a mystic to me,
There is none so pure as the mother who gives
This world to so many and her soul to me…
Born before your time
It would take an eternity
To redress their abyss,
Skirting heresy.
They would fetter your soul
With wedlock-maternity,
Apron and stain,
Skirting heresy.
You fore-saw what the spirit
Of a woman could be
And clothed your flesh in it,
Flirting with heresy.
In the arms of your soul
You may take me as boldly
As a good wife her spouse,
Flirting with heresy.
The sun of love in your heart
Burns so hot and fiercely
It scares you to life,
Flirting with heresy.
This vestment of heat
Is the heat of the Holy.
It will burn away your sins,
Skirting heresy.
A voice spoke to this creature like a Song in her heart.
"Though a menace to churchmen, you’re a mystic to me,
There is none so pure as the mother who gives
This world to so many and her soul to me…
Magic water, magic sky,
What land appears to be,
Shift across your vision -
Flirting with heresy.
On Lynn's ebb and flow,
Dock and dreaming friary
Unravel like wool -
Skirting heresy.
As England revolts
In Plague and Lollardy,
Old habits cleave -
Flirting with heresy.
Your unsung fishwife Word,
Your un-nun livery,
Your Magdalene hair-shirts,
Skirting heresy.
Chat to Me without a priest;
As My Mother in Galilee,
Nurse Me like a Babe,
Flirting with heresy.
In the dance of the Hanse,
Out of step, off the quay,
Walk on water like the sun,
Skirting heresy.”
A voice spoke to this creature like a Song in her heart.
"Though a menace to churchmen, you’re a mystic to me,
There is none so pure as the mother who gives
This world to so many and her soul to me…
6. The Husband's Tale
One night as this creature lay in bed with her husband, she heard a melodious sound so sweet and delectable (surpassing all the melody that might be heard in the world) ... and after this time she never had any desire to have fleshly comownyn" (sexual intercourse) with her husband for paying the debt of matrimony was so abominable to her that she would rather have eaten and drunk the ooze and muck of the gutter.
"Upon the Ouse's stinking beach
I stand and look across,
Amid the waste, and West Lynn seems
The Eden that we've lost.
"I take the ferry there, now Lynn's
Jerusalem or Rome,
Those Walsinghams she'll chase to find
She's just as far from home.
With a bump, I bring her back to Earth,
"You’re a mother not that maid
Who sang the Song of Songs to kings,
Our class must toil and trade."
"You great lump, John, in lechery,
You waste my church-spire dreams;
Trade children, chores and chamber pots
For heaven's shining greens."
"The grass is always greener on
The other side," I say.
She says "in heaven it really is
This green hill far away."
I drag her from her saints and bones
Back here to old man flesh,
From deathless soul to perished clay
And bonds she would forget.
My vision splintered like my head
In five parts from a Fall,
Her vision capped by labouring love
Of wifedom like a pall.
Yet wife-nursing my fetid flesh
So tenderly she seems
More like an angel or a saint
Than all her church-spire dreams.
Unmarried priests can only watch
In awe, her tendering love.
"Is this the end of me?" I cry.
"No, John. You're here above."
"The grass is always greener on
The other side," I say.
She says "in heaven it really is
This green hill far away."
7. The Priest's Tale
(William Sawtrey,
Margery's parish priest and later the first man burned for his beliefs in England)
They told me that the bread became
Christ’s Body not His Ghost.
I said a priest’s no sorcerer
That did it: I was toast.
They tortured me, ‘recant
Your reasoning, or roast!’
I said ‘I cannot bear your Cross.’
That did it: I was toast.
They said a Roman prayer or Mass
Would keep me in my post.
I said ‘An English sermon’s best.’
That did it. I was toast.
‘Our Sacraments are spirit gold,’
The brassy bishops boast
‘And all that gilders isn’t God!’
That did it: I was toast.
They Credo-bashed, defrocked and lashed
My body to their post.
'Your fallen church is not the Word!'
That did it: I was toast.
They told me that the bread became
The hostage not the host.
I said ‘Man needs the bread as well.’
That did it: I was toast.
They burn me like a fallen Eve,
A holy without smoke,
I rise up like a morning star
Of love and faith and hope.
8. St Margaret's Is Burning
St Margaret's is burning but Jesus tells me
Here in my mind that all shall be well.
"Shall I carry the Sacrament towards the fire?"
Asks our priest. - Sir, yes. And to very hell.
St Margaret's is burning; I'm urging the Lord
Here in my mind, let the high heavens snow
To quench this fire and ease my heart's woe.
"A Miracle!" cries Lynn, till my heart's tears flow.
Out of my gender, out of my class and out of my mind,
Out of my body and leaving the age I was born to behind,
Where priests hurry Mass, to get back to their lusts, pies, slanders and beer:
Fruit gorged by a bear and discharged from its rear.
Now I'm old and wounded, the Lord God tells me
Here in my mind, You must go to Danzig.
I excuse you, escort you and lead you, for I
Am above your confessor, although he bans it.
Who shall be against you, the Lord God tells me
Here in my mind, then a friar says it too.
In storm and war, through slander and curse
Who shall be against, if I am with you?
Out of my gender, out of my class and out of my mind,
Out of my time and leaving the life I was born to behind,
Where priests hurry Mass, to get back to their lusts, pies, slanders and beer
And my woman's words must be wasted in tears.
9. Margery's Tears
the Archbishop
took his seat
and for so long
she melted
all into tears
and at last she cried out so loudly
that the Archbishop
and his clerics
and many people
were all astonished at her
for they had not heard
such crying before
when her crying was passed,
she came before the Archbishop
and fell down on her knees
the Archbishop saying
very
roughly
to her
why do you
weep so
woman?
she,
answering
said
sir
you shall wish
some day
you had
wept
as sorely
as
i
10. Margery's Tears Interrogated
Our Lady never cried,
so why do you?
they
asked
when my prayer
had doused the fire.
for joy of weeping
on His Passion
abused
brooding
one's
own
woes
does not
aspire
Lynn is
Mass en masse
not Norwich,
church-a-bloc.
We're one
deafened
parish
cheek-by-
blessed-
howl!
for thinking on
Christ's precious
wounds
how can I not?
which
Julian
assured me
will
make
the fiend
YOWL
11. The Pilgrim's Tale
Some would wish her in the harbour
And her floods of weeping sunk,
Some would say they are an illness
Or the ravings of a drunk.
Some say they are un-Ladylike,
Un-Saintly and untrue,
Some curse her tears with oaths so lewd
They turn her white robes blue.
Some carp that she's a Holy Joe,
"Eats no meat and drinks no wine,
Makes an altar of high table
And keeps crying all the time!"
Some say "Marge for the love of Christ,
No ass could bear your folly!"
Her confessor chides "chill out or get!
It's a pilgrimage, a Jolly!"
Some would shake her very gently
By the roaring seething throat,
Some would wish her on the ocean
In a bottomless boat.
12. Chaste Livers
and then
she was commanded
by Our Lord
to go to an anchoress
in the same city
called Julian
and so she did
and told her about the grace
that God had put into her soul
of compunction contrition
sweetness devotion
compassion with holy meditation
and high contemplation
and very many holy speeches
and converse that Our Lord
spoke to her soul
and also
many wonderful revelations
which she described
to the anchoress
to find out if there
were any deception in them
for the anchoress was expert
in such things
and could give good advice.
the anchoress
hearing the marvellous
goodness of our Lord
highly thanked God
with all her heart
for his visitation
advising this creature
to be obedient to the will
of Our Lord
and fulfil with all her might
whatever he put into her soul
if it were not against
the worship of God
and the profit of
her fellow Christians
for
if it were
then it were not
the influence of a good spirit
but an evil spirit
the Holy Ghost never urges
a thing against charity
and
if he did
he would be contrary
to his own self
for he is all charity
also
he moves a soul
to all chasteness
for chaste livers
are called the
temple of the Holy Ghost
and the Holy Ghost
makes the soul
stable and steadfast
in the right faith
and the right belief
and a double man
in soul
is always
unstable and
unsteadfast
he that is
forever doubting
like the wave
of the
sea
which is
moved and
borne about
with
the wind
13. The Anchoress's Tale
(Julian of Norwich)
Love buried me alive in here,
A dead they’ll never raise
The maid a parish comes to love,
A movement comes to praise.
No motion have I now, my course
Is inward, grave and still;
The church behind my every move,
The tomb my anchored will.
They plead with parrot prayers - O hush.
In silence are no lies.
These dreads and longings come to dust.
The spirit never dies.
‘That’s true in here and would be so
Outside and through the town
If only I had faith these tears
Are Love’s not thorns in His crown.”
O frightened child, just run to Him,
“I’m not like you – you’re dead!”
Dead to the world yet still attached,
All shall be well, He said.
He showed into my mind a nut.
I’m seeing one, they grin
In it we seek its maker, rest
Where there no rest is in.
‘You saw Eternity last May
Through Death’s wedged-open door!?’
This crucifix - like rain from eaves,
I saw its hot blood pour.
I saw in sixteen shewings how
We must – we can - abide
Dis-ease, travail and storm, for we’re
The thorn in God’s soft side.
“Which side is that?” His female side.
‘The Trinity has another?’
Christ bears us all upon His breast,
His wound’s our womb and mother.
O frightened child, just run to Him,
“I’m not like you – you’re dead!”
Dead to the world yet still attached,
All shall be well, She said.
14. 2020 Vision
some might say
her carol
wasn’t just
for christmas
but a
hymn
of the
common
people
translating
the
liturgical
latin
dove
into
lollard
robin
English
seeing through
the
sacraments
she adored
the
altars
she married
the
stained glass
she read
the
Holy Writ
she couldn’t
to the face of
GOD
15. A Lynn Carol
‘A crown of thorns to freeze your breath
The berried holly brings;
Through snowing sunlight chaste as death
The silent barn-owl wings
But now the ghostly holy dove
That bellows in your ear
Is tuned to robin-song by love
And cheerfully made clear.’
Now starry angels on the tree
Grow larger in the dusk
To heaven-blue and Eden-green
And gold and reindeer-musk.
The only gift left on the shelf,
That nothing else can rise above,
Includes all treasures, lasts forever,
And grows when shared with others: love.
And what was heard by Margery,
The Visionary of Lynn,
Rings out on tills for checkout girls
Who hear that robin sing.
"A sacred Ouse of honeyed sound
Above her dreaming bed,
She wakes as one in paradise
And leaps as from the dead.
A thrilling robin in her ear,
A rose that’s heaven scent,
A man divine to earthly eye,
All music from Him lent."
The only gift left on the shelf,
That nothing else can rise above,
Includes all treasures, lasts forever,
And grows when shared with others: love.
The folk ballads are in ballad metre. There is no tradition of rhyme in classical or Anglo-Saxon poetry until the renaissance. It was absorbed along with much other new ‘learning’ from the Arab world between the twelfth and fourteenth centuries (the Italian renaissance sonnet for example has roots in the rhyme-patterned Persian ghazal.) Though Chaucer's use of English for literary composition at all was an innovation, his use of rhyme was distinctively 'European' in this way. The ‘folk’ ballad began as an elite courtly storytelling form but ultimately became the form in which the stories of, or popular with, or from the perspective of, the common people (eg Robin Hood) were told and sung. Margery’s own tale, emulating the elite saint narratives she loved, and with its defining pilgrimage to the Near East, seems to suit this.
It is her woman-of-the-world’s self-affirmed experience of God without the mediation of a priest, rather than any unorthodoxy in credo, (in contrast to the acceptably buried-alive, scholarly, maidenly but actually quite unorthodox Julian) that really spooks the authorities. Towards the end of the gothic horror first chapter of Margery's Book, where she describes a first pregnancy - and what modern science might term a bedevilled post-partum psychosis that makes the 20 further years of pregnancies all the more heroic - her vision of Jesus appears "in the likeness of a man, the most seemly, most beauteous, and most amiable that ever might be seen with (earthly) eye, clad in a mantle of purple silk, sitting on her bedside." This is an everyday world away from the scholarly metaphors and subtleties of contemporary mystical discourse. You could take 'this creature' from the Lynn waterfront and send her chasing after (well born, well educated) otherworldly divines but you couldn't take that waterfront out of the world-travelling wife. A worldly and married woman of the merchant class, without the English (let alone the Latin) she had nothing to support the authority of and faith in her pronouncements on God, Jesus, the Virgin Mary and the Holy Ghost except her own direct experience and personal visions of them.
Her self-reference throughout in the third person as 'this creature'. This a peculiar (in fact unique) adoption of a reliable third person narrator for the first ever autobiography in English and the genre did not take it up. It gives a certain detachment from the 'autobiographical' mode, a certain deference to a greater scheme in which a divine Creator and not she is the protagonist, the object not the subject.
Margery's holy tears were her signature and caused much of the antagonism against her. She often ‘roared’ throughout Mass and at holy places on pilgrimage and any reference to Christ's Agony or Passion (including the sight of a leper) would start her off. Her fellow worshippers were deafened by it and they and the church included many (with notable exceptions like the Vicar of Sedgeford) who suspected pretence or a diabolical stimulus. Even Margery – for all her confidence in disputing the point with Archbishops - worried if they were right. She even sought out her fellow mystic the anchoress Julian of Norwich (poem no. 13) to check.
I played Margery's original unsympathetic amanuensis - in my triptych of dramatic monologues (The Scribe's Tale/ The Merchant's Tale/ The Wife of Lynn's Tale) about her staged at Lynn Minster - and also Fr. William Sawtrey in my musical morality play A Nice Guy staged in the courtyard of Hanse House - in July 2016.
Maz (of Peacock's Tale) as Margery at Elsing Church, Norfolk.
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